Monday, November 15, 2010

VENTTTT

I know no one reads this bahah. and if the beezy that this is meant for finds this... wow stalker much? so time to vent...
HOLY shizzzz.
I don't know why I always end up in these kinds of situations.
The guy that breaks up with his girlfriend pursues me.
Tells me all this shiz about his ex, saying shes this and shes that and he wanted to date other people cause he doesn't want to be tied down to her all his life.
We talk, we get intimate, we just get hit it off.
But all of a sudden, bang he's back with his ex.
Seriously this whole situation is PATHETIC. sad to say I am pathetic for believing his lies.
He's lying to you honey. So get over yourself. He doesn't want you to know certain things cause he's afraid you don't want to have anything to do with him.
He's basically slapping you in the face and making you look like a fool cause he isn't telling you everything.
HE'S LYING TO YOU. not being 100% like you think he is. GUYS ARE GUYS. Even the ones who you think is Mr.Perfect. NOPE! just wanna say don't go into that Macy's dressing room... haha.
He's scared of being alone, being rejected, cause hes comfy with you. but he isn't a fully developed man. He doesnt know who he is. He's tied down to a insane insecure girl who cant let go of the past.
MOVE ON! He sure did. He's just back with you cause your convenient.
If he just sees you as convenience or the chick who pays the bills, it will always be based on that for the rest of your relationship with eachother.
Sorry to tell you, but he's lying to you. STRAIGHT IN YOUR OOGLAY FACE. HE'S SCARED. HE CAN'T MAN UP.
I don't wanna talk bad about him cause I still have feelings for him. But he's dumb for what he did and even stupider to fix things with you.
I think you are annoying and need to move on.

BLAH!