2009 HERE WE COME!!

"Happy New Year! See you on the other side"

Happy New Year!
This year has been amazzing!! Probably met the best people so far this year, and I'm stoked to think about the many more people I will encounter in 2009. I always liked New Years, I'm amazed how far and how much I've grown this year. Take the time to reflect, look at who you are and who you consider your "homeslice :]" Take a look at the people around you and who sort of melted into the background. People who were once you’re best friend last year may be your enemy this year.

Instead of looking back on this year in every detail,
appreciate the things that happened.
Keep the mind focused on what's to come.
No need to look back, it's called the past for a reason...

Change is expected to happen this year, especially with the epidemical scare of recession and the crumbling state of our economy, something will happen, bad or good, we will all be affected by it one way or another. In reference to thuy, like the change you receive after breaking a bill, no one ever really likes it. But it’s better to make the most of it then to dwell on the past. The negative changes always makes you a stronger and better person, and eventually it will develop into something positive. It may not be the outcome you expected, but these days you should never expect your plans to always work out. Crap just doesn’t happen, it happens for a reason, and it's up to you to make the best of it.


So if a complication swings your way, rather than approaching the challenge evasively, confront it head on. Nothing beneficial will come out of anything if you keep your head down low and mouth shut. Strive for what you want, the path may be tough but it's worth the honest try. Live life to the fullest. The world would be so much better if we truly took advantage of the opportunities that come our way.


New Years Resolution(s)?
- UHHHH permit sounds nice.
- Definitely keep away from the drama
(that definitely shoulda been saved for your momma)
-Lose 50 pounds...
haha sike but no, real talk
I needa cut down on the sweets,
I have the biggest sweet tooth EVERR known to man!
- Realize what’s really worth it.
-Prioritize Prioritize Prioritize! (Need I stress it more?)
-Make the best of everything.
-Have an optimistic eye on the world,
no time to be all Debbie Downer these days.

Wrapping it all up, I hope everyone has a HAPPY DAPPY FAPPY SAPPY DAY!
But ultimately be safe and have a freaking awesome New Years!

Maligayang Pasko

LOL aren't I FOBulous? but anyways Merry Christmas!

So it’s Christmas day and I’m hoping everyone is enjoying themselves :] Last night we had our little Christmas Eve get together, it was enjoyable, singing karaoke, eating food, laughing and all that fun stuff haha. It was really nice having the family together just kicking it while we listen to the next karaoke star, I’d have to admit Chelle’s Last Christmas was pleasing but nothing couldn’t beat Ate Josiely’s heart touching ballads.. bahaha.. -_-‘ cough But after the opening of the gifts, picture taking, need I mention the blinding orbs still flash when I blink, devouring everything in site, and singing the night away.. I knocked out on the couch. But when I woke up in my bed all confused and still in my clothes from the night before, I just laid there and just thought.. about stuff. Rethinking and reminding myself why I resented Christmas. While I was in mid-thought, I stopped. What the heck? I shouldn’t hate Christmas because of that move.

I should be blessed to have such a wonderful loving family. A family that will be there for you, make you laugh till you have rock hard abs, listen to your voice even though it’s not the best, and even share a few bites of his caramel apple disregarding how unpleasant I am to him (EJ) haha I have a mother who works her booty off but still manages to bring Christmas spirit with decorations, stockings for the kids, delicious food, and good vibes wearing a reindeer headband regardless how absurd it looked. A father who keeps the house warm and one who strives to keep the family together. Siblings including Charmander :]who always have my back even through the ridiculous stunts I’ve done while testing how far their buttons can be pushed. So yeah this Christmas was joyous and merry :]] So take careee everyone and have a merry&safe christmassss!

Now aint she preciousss

Create your own FACEinHOLE

the spirit of christmas

Well as you all know Christmas is coming up! Everyone is super happy and in the spirit.. to be jolly falalala la la la. haha okay lemmi stop. But unfortunately for me I haven’t been in the spirit for a good amount of years. Sad… I KNOW! I would hum the occasional Christmas song when I hear it but once I see the jumbo ornaments and light drip fixtures at the malls I can't help but to look down and cringe.

So what’s the reason why I despise this holiday so much, you may ask??
Well Christmas used to be one of my favorite holidays of the year, besides Halloween, and my birthday of course ;) But anyways, my family on my mother’s side would always get together at my Auntie Sonias house. Usually all my cousins from California would swing by and we would do all sorts of fun things, catching up, and just laugh and tease the night away. Christmas would satisfy all my senses, Food was always good since my auntie was probably the greatest cook, no offense mommma dukes :]The super succulent fumes would prance around the house and made everyone’s mouths water. Just thinking back on how appetizing her dishes looked makes me wanna lick my lips. Haha. And you think that sounds good? My Uncle Corny would have major Beetles jam sessions downstairs in his basement. Everyone would crowd around while he would strum on his guitar and belt out classic Beetles tunes. *When I sit waiting for the train, my ipod is left on shuffle and when a Beetles song "Something" plays, I smile to myself and think of Christmas again.* Once the clock struck 12 I would remember all the loud voices and the site of everyone smiling while they give and receive. An ocean of colorful gift wrapping flowed through the floor and surrounded our legs along with bows, ribbons and more debris.

*another memory was when one Christmas when we went out to Foxwoods and opened "Secret Santa" gifts but i wasn't allowed to :/ it was for the older cousins, but it was still hilarious seeing what they all got each other.*

SEEE? I had the Christmas spirit at one time :] but all the joyful moments came to an end when one year my auntie and uncle moved to Las Vegas... and since most of the Hermida Family now lived on the West Coast there were no more Christmas visits here on the East.

So... that’s the reason why I resent the season so much. But hey, things happen, times change, so I guess I have to stop being a Grinch and have it upon myself to try and make an effort to open my mind and appreciate the goodness of Christmas.

Anemia?! Foreals??

Today was a chill day. Cold as it is I kinda enjoyed todays layed back feel.
So let's check off the things that are on my mind right now...

-Why are my hands always so efking cold man!? Am I anemic?! Lets find out shall we?
According to MayoClinic.com ...

Symptoms
The main symptom of most types of anemia is fatigue. Other anemia symptoms include:
Weakness (nope)
Pale skin (well, it's winter time, and I am one pastey mofo)
A fast or irregular heartbeat (nahh)
Shortness of breath (nope)
Chest pain (not at all)
Dizziness (only when I jump on elevators.. Don't tell me you've never jumped up and down, or tired running when your alone on elevators to see if you'd elevate for a mili second?)
Cognitive problems (nope)
Numbness or coldness in your extremities (YES YES YES)
Headache (nope)
Initially, anemia can be so mild it goes unnoticed. But signs and symptoms increase as the condition worsens.

So, from the looks of it I only was sure of one symptom of anemia.. Besides that I'll just claim I am. :]

Speaking of Mayonnaise...
Is it true that some chick got worms up in her vagagay cause... actually nevermind scratch that out. haha wellll I'm getting really cold right now and I feel like going upstairs. I'll finish when I'm not anemic :]

be easy.stay warm. catch you on the flip sidee



Horoscope:

You discover a new artist or website that shows you the world in a new way -- and you love it! It's a good time to wrap yourself up in something new and see if you can learn even more about it.

I agree... :]

A little taste of allylu

So I was sitting around browsing around and I really kinda liked how this blogger thing works.
I do have a xanga, but things are all privated cuz I know people still peek in on that and find the latest dish on other people since we all think no one goes on it anymore. Wrong-Ohhh!

Life right now is pretty chill, just doing my thanggg
school is pretty much the only thing thats going for me right now, I've been trying to get some volunteering oppertunities at MGH or NWH but for now no luck. I don't know whats up with me these days. Certain things pop up in my mind and I'm so not feeling it. But whateverr I just gotta brush it off cuz it's quite annoying. So yeah I'm learning to move on and not giving an ef with anyone who doesn't deserve any lovin haha.

Tonight is Kamayan @ Boston University and im stoked! I've been meaning to try and learn more about my cultural roots since I am totally oblivious to it. Yeah, I know the basics and words of vulgarity, but I want to know more than that! I want to be able to teach my future babies their heritage and be proud of it. It's terrible how Tagalog was my first language and right when I came back to the states, my whole past was obliterated from my everyday language. Sad I know! Well, thats all for now. I'll jot down some more thoughts later.

catch you on the flip side.

Libra Horoscope:

When you see something you like today, say so right away! Even if it feels weird or overly complimentary, your good energy helps you pull it off. Almost anything could happen as a result!